ThoughtsDesiresFears

My dream

I used to daydream that this this girl I loved would be working as a nurse and then she’d hear my name spoken between her coworkers. I like to think she freezes in place, her eyes get wide, her heart races, and she gets flushed. She asks them what about Dr. ****** and they point to a room where she runs to but catches herself and walks fast.

And she sees me talking to a patient in Italian while crouched and holding the patients hand and speaking reassuringly. I smell that familiar perfume and a tear rolls down my eye. I already know who it is and I turn around slowly… I see that surprised beautiful smile of hers and she koalas me

My friend: that’s sweet but sad

Yes, because I see the ring on her finger, but I don’t notice it until after…